haven't posted in a few days. Either I have been to lazy, or sister has been online when I wanted to. Lets see, Saturday was bored as hell then went to work. Sunday was a repeat of Saturday. Today will probably be bored as hell, then go to trombone lesson from 4-5, then come back and be bored as hell the rest of the evening. Sounds like tons of fun, right? *sigh* Something new need to happen. So...yeah, just sitting here doing nothing. Nothing much more to write about, becuase nothing has happened. Aite...bye...

Death. I am about to die of heat exaustion. Dead tired. And feeling like I am about to roll over and diee becuase I ate to much at Andre's house. It was his 18's birthday, and damn his house always has the best food around when there is a party. His dad can barbeque!! Sausage, steak, chicken, what ever. Everthing there is great. They even had flan *grin* and guadana *HUGE GRIN* (now sure on the spelling) Holy *bleep*, that stuff is the best soft drink in the world BAR NONE!! Kind of hard to find which means its a little pricier than coke and pepsi. But it's like OMG I can't get enough of it. Andre had to sneak me a cup of it because his dad doesn't like him giving it out to strangers, becuase of the cost and they everyone would want more of it. I have to find a place that sells it down near Cal Poly. But other than that this day sucked like everyother day. Hot as hell, borring as hell. I had to house all close up today, so I sat around in the dark house watching TV or just stareing at the walls until about 4 when I had to go to work. Also all day I was in a pissed off at everyone mood. Just sure why, but just felt like breaking stuff. *Sigh* will this summer never end... it is getting to look like hell, just look at the heat. Only a few day so far has any fun come into my life. Well... not in the mood to talk much more, so yeah....what ever....

WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY to hot today, like 110 degress to h0t. Lets see...today I went swimming at 930 becuase it was too hot, then sat around till it was time for work. Though the good part about today is I am now $380 richer. $330 pay check adn another $50 from bosses from graduation. so that was really cool. Other than that I think I will die of heat exsaution. SO over all besides the money today sucks like a lot of days do. It would be too hot to do anything though. Well I am going to be working a butt load of hours next week so even more money to me. :) gah...haven't been able to get a good rant on in my blog lately...sorry... :( ok signing off now.

So...another day of summer, another day of work, another day of bordem. Yesterday Brice, Jason, Sylvia, and I spent like a hour at Jason's placee trying to decide what we wanted to do. That seems to happen a lot, especially at Jason's place. Well eventually we went to Papa Murphy's and "bought" a pizza. We then went to my house, ate, and went swimming and bacially just chilled for a while. I think I got a little sunnburned because I was too lazy to put on lotion, but to burned too badly. Maybe it will help with my tan. Well...that was yesterday, this is today. As so far like basically every other summer day, will be spent doing nothing, then going to work. But hey...I get paid today so I will at least got out a little latter maybe to run a couple errands, then come back home and chill watching TV before work. I see Blogger was redone their site. Looks interesting. Hehe...*sigh*...no one is on at 9am. I hate waking up this early. *sigh*...blah....blah....blah....

Today was one of the better day so far this summer. It started out kind of bland. Everyone else was away for the day so I could walk around all I want in my underwear or less. Now that is freedom!! Who needs democrazy for some foriegn counties to blow up your dictatorship goverment. Freedom is not having a car or lots of money. Freedom is being able to walk around all you want witih basically nothing on and no one cares. There is something to be said for nudist collonies. Besides that, I did a little exersize becuase I was bored, a little swim, a few push up. I would really like to get a little moe mussel, or at least have better defined mussles. Around two I went to the doctors to get my hepitis A shot for college. My arm left tired from the shot and the push ups, go figure. The best part of the day though was going to see "The Hulk" with Maya. The movie was ok. I really liked the cimimetograph (not sure the spelling). I like how they film a lot of the screens and the transition between them. The plot wasn't really original. Typical superhero plot. The acting left something to be desired. But great special effects. Over all it was enjoyable, espically with a cool person like Maya. Good movie to see at Bargin matinee price, and no food bought. Hehe. Then I went home, and layed in my hamock enjoying the cool evening breeze for about and hour. Watch a little of the 100 greatest song of country music with the family. And now I ham sitting here typeing in my blog. So really wasn't a bad day. Nice to have house to self, then chill with friends. That my favorite kind of day. Wish it would happen for often though. Ok... nothing much more to talk about. I like cheese.....

I like this one...


What Is Your Animal Personality?
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You are Peace.

You are at peace with your self and the world
around you. You have balance in your life and
exude tranquility from every pore of your body.
People are constantly asking you "what is
your secret?"


What Emotion Are You?
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Shy Flirt


What Kind of FLIRT are you?
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Gah...so...tired....work...as usual. Nothing much happening. My dad owned me at Canasta today. He is a card playig master. Other than that nothing. Oh yeah... going to go see The Hulk on tuesday with Maya. So I have at least something to do this week, hehe. Nothing much else to talk about.

STILL MORE!!!!


EARTH is your chinese symbol!


What Chinese Symbol Are You?
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You're Transgender Barbie! You're well, there's no
way to describe you. Pick a sex and stay with
it!


If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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I am a...**thinks hard**...janitor.


Which cat that thinks it's human are you?
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Nihilist Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Sucky day at work. Just did some work on the site. Added the scedual section. Please check often for updates. It is for me and much as anynone who visits this site. Aite. BYeBYe

here is some more...


Your Lenin! You were the leading force in the early
Communist movement and formed the first
Communist state in the world. Although highly
educated you kept in contact with the workers
and kept your feet on the ground before dying
before your time.


What Communist leader are you?
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Liberal: Socialist, You feel government needs to
regulate what happens within the country and
make sure social programs take care of their
people.
(You will lead your country to be like today's
france. A nation of no power, barely able to
handle its own affairs much less do any thing
foreign.)


Where do you stand politically?
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I'm an Atheist!



Which Enemy of the Christian Church Are You?

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You are a SIDEWAYS SAMBA. A romantic, you love to
look your partner in the eyes while making
love. Awww...


What SEXUAL POSITION are you?
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don't worry not EVERYONE hates you. i mean no one
can be friends with everyone. if someone hates
you its probally a grudge match or unsettled
bussiness.


*gasp* do people hate YOU?
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You are Jean Grey!

Beautiful and smart, you are still just beginning
to fulfill your potential. You have a strong
sense of right and wrong, but are open to
discussion and changes of opinion.
Unfortunately, when it comes to love you are
often torn between two options, and can never
seem to make up your mind.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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yeah... I like discusstion...and I think Iknow right from wrong, Love is not my strong suit

Just got on this morning to check some stuff and decide to do a post. I chanced my plans today. I am going to work from 10-3 instead of the evening shift. I guess is give me more time to hang with friends....or not....oh well.....

I went to that weird Quizilaa site to to see what it was. Maya and I started comparing results. I also just for fun did a bunch of the one that are for girls...just to see... some of the results are right on the money...other are well....not


You have a goodbye kiss- much passion and longing,
but never lasting.


What kind of kiss are you?
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Don't know what to say about that result. Never kissed anyone before......



You are The Oracle, from "The Matrix."
Wise, kind, honest- is there anything slightly
negative about you? You are genuinely
supportive of others. Careful not to let people
take advantage of you, though.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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I'm the smart one!!!



YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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I don't get it......



Gee whiz, tell Mommy to stop babying you so much
and get out of the house once in a while. You
are the typical nerd. Congradulations, the
other kids walk all over you and make fun of
you, but you'll show them someday when you
develop the latest line of anti-depressants
that they will need when they are 35.


What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you?
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Yep...how true it is



You Have the Power to Turn Things to Stone!


What's Your Magic Power?
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COOL POWER!!!



You're too tired to be bothered with smiling,but
you're too nice to be really mean when people
are annoying you.You look tired,but you at
least try to seem happy.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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Wow, strangley kind of accurate



You're A Hentai Baka (Stupid Pervert)!
You watch a lot of porn, and can be found hiding in
the tool shed, peeking through a hole, into the
girl's locker room. You get smacked a lot,
don't you?...


What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Hmmm.... no comment


pure


What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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hehe...not to that stage in life



You are a CYNICAL VIRGIN.


What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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YEP!!



Weed.
Youre the baby of the drugs,
and thats okay,
because Im sure,
I could do you all day.


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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dudddddddeeeeeeeeee.........



your fuck.


What swear word are you?
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hmmm....don't swear, but ok



narcissistic


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Not sure about his one


You are classical music. How boring.


What type of music are you?
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I like classical music



Your Heart is Yellow


What Color is Your Heart?
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I like orange better.....



You are Bob Marley!


Who are you?
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Bob Marley is cool!!



Disney movie! What the HELL are you doing taking
this quiz, Goldilocks?! You're not a very
sexual person...in fact, you're probably a
virgin. You'd be better off trying your hand at
voice-overs for a Saturday morning cartoon.


What kind of porno would you star in?
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yeah... I can see that...hehe



Middle-aged. You'll die from something unexpected,
just when your kids are going to college or
something great is happening. Cause Unknown.


At what age will you die?
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Ohh..well it is inevitable i guess.....



You come from the Future. Your soul came from a
different time, far in the future. You're just
a little bit a head of everyone else and you're
constantly wondering what lies ahead.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Furture is always better than now.......



Kill someone by the sword


How would you kill someone
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I guess sword becuase there was no axe option...I like axex better


Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.
Made by
Sara


What color do you see the world in?
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yeah...I am often depressed



You should be a Scorpio, your Passionate,
emotional, and determined, but you can be
obsessive, unforgiving, and a little arrogant


~*What is your TRUE Zodica sign?*~
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I don't get this one....none of the options really fit me



Japan -
Viewed as the technological powerhouse of the 21st
Century, it has lived a reletively solemn and
singular history.


Positives:

Technologically Advanced.

Economic Superpower.

Healthy Populace.


Negatives:

Small.

Isolated and Sometimes Ignored.

Unlucky with Disasters.



Which Country of the World are You?
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Japan is cool. I like this one



-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Here is where things get strange....


Nerdslut


What's your sexual appeal?
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hmm....again no comment



You are smart and sexy!


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Smart and Sexy, no a bad combo


SEX APPEAL


(results contain pictures) What kind of ANIME BOOBS do you have?
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oookkkkkkkkkaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy..............



footsie - you like to goof around and laugh with
the people you care about.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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I like to laugh....

Victoria Nun-- cause you favorite saying is you
ain't gettin nun


What's your stripper name? (female)
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Yep...I definietly anti getting nun


This is deffinately a stragne site

got back from yet another day at work. Is that all I really do now? *sigh* sadly getting to be that way. No one ever call me to do something. *sigh* Maya has her driving test tommorow. GO MAYA!!! She will pass for sure. Not that hard of a test. I got 99/100 on it. ^_^ (ala maya). No work tommorow for me, though I have a DVC jazz band thingy in the evening which is a lot of fun. That probably the only fun I will have tommorow though. Maya introduced me to one of her friends Sharon yesterday. She seem cool. She has a cat like Garfield. GARFIELD IS HARCORE.

Cool, Andre and Jason are trying to get me to go to SF tommorow. Probably will go, but have to be back by 6 at the lastest. that will be something fun for once probably. Still trying to work out the detail. But seriously folk. CALL ME. hehe, maybe i should call once and a while., I have no fun ideda though. hehe....ciao....

Fathers day!!! Took my dad out for coffe and pastryies for breakfeast. Then came home and played cribbage with him. I live hanging wiht my dad. He cool. Day was goin galong peachy keen, then I had to go to work. Yeah. good old boring work. Oh wekll, more money. By the way in case anyone cares there is my work scedual for the comming week.
Tuesday: 2-8.30
Thur: 3-8.30
Fri: 3-9
Sun 4-8.30

Lots of hours, mean bigger pay check. YEAH, but mean less time to chill with friends...who never call anyways.
Anyways. Yeah, my blog is now public. I edited out all the mushy and private stuff. Made it a little more tame. Oh...well not much more to talk about in this entry. Boring life means not much to write about, expect about how boring it is... ironic isn't it....

So...this is summer ehh. First day of summer....Summers first day....man this sucks. I was talking to Maya and Lauren yesterday about it. Summer sucks basically because there is nothing to do. I have lost interst in a lot of my hobbies. Friends and I are too lazy and indecisive to do anything. I am always bored which make my depressed which makes me more bored. It is a vicious never ending cycle I get caught in. Suck in one of those right now, so I am not in the mood to write about it. Man this @$#$@ sucks. I think by the end of the summer I will be diagnosed with clinical insanity or clinical depression. One of the ferw things good this summer will be work, becuase it takes my mind off being bored. Also taking to Maya and Lauren really helps. They are such good friends and are so good to me with expecting much back. They help me get out my fustration through talking. They are such good friends to me. Wish I was a better friend back sometimes. *sigh* September is too far away...

Sorry for not posting me, too depressed....

Last night I talked to maya for basicall 3 hrs. most of that time was talking of guys and girls in relationships. She was trying to explain girls to me, and me, guy to her. I left the conversation even more confused that before. I swear they do what they do just to play a satanical game with our minds. I also learned that girls, or at least Maya, looks for guys with good hand. That confused the hell out of me. She said it was for something I would learn latter. Though I can't guess what. At least guys look at the obvious stuff of a girl, but hands? gah. I will never understand girls. gah. At this rate, it will a long time before I get social with a girl. Just lack the part of the brain that allows me to read girls. But over all it was a very enlightening conversation. Now I am confused on a high level. I understand was girl do, but still can't figure out why? Biggest mystery in the world. Girls probably have secret satanic meeting to plan the quest to make all men go insane trying to figure them out. Oh well, just thing about it makes my brain hurt, so I will stop.

Senior project presentations went ok I guess. I was extremely nervous. My hands started shaking when I first started. After that I settled down and finished fairly well. Everyone loved my program, but said I talked to fast. Yeah, that is another one of my speach problems. My friends are used to it and can understand me well. Sometimes I have problems at work talking to customers becuase of my voice. Oh well... much ado about nothing. We got our yearbooks yesterday. They put a stupid picture of me on the inside covers. The yearbook was well made and organized, but seriously lacked in the editing. LOTS of errors with wrong names and information. Other than tht it was cool. Now just to get people to sign it. Today I ahve the first part of my physics final. It was fairly hard because of the range of topics. Tommorow I have the other half. Lots of little details to remember which is anoying. I don't really care anymore, as long as I pass and graduate. It is all that matters now. People wrote nice things to me in my year book, which makes me feel good. I tried to write something different in each persons year book I sign, rather than "had fun in english, have a good summer, see you next year" kind of phrase over and over. My entries in other people yearbook aren't always that great because I can't spell. People will sometimes find a few errors. Sorry to those people in advanced.

just sitting here now, relaxing, cool breeze from outside. Realatively quite. No parents bugging me. This is the life. yeah...no reason to linger in this enter anymore...bye...bye

Oh god... I have my senior project presentation tommorow. Only had done one practice runn through on it. A lot of people are nervous, but most done have speach imperments. I hate stuttering. People think people who stutter are attomatically stupid. People joke and tesse me about it a lot. Really pisses me off that they can't just ignore it. I usually come back with some comment about how people who stutter have a higher IQ on average. But it is just and excuse. Something I just can't help doing. That is one thing I sould deffinately chagne about myself. Oh well....

I got an A on my globalization essay. teacher wrote alot of wow over it. He like all my origal ideas. Plan to post it when I get the chance. Only 3 pages long, beccause I ran out of time. Poly Sci is fun, because it is something that is holistic, and realates directly to all of us. I know I haven't ranted in a while. Just haven't been in a ranting mood. Ranting is fun.

It has been a few days since I last posted. These past days haven't been to bad. Not as much stress. I passed mym senior paper. Portfolio is done. All that is left is presentations and finals. Today sucked though. I had to go to a stupid senior awards ceremony. Two stuipd long hours. All I got was reconiztion for star testing money and some ramdom Bank of America thing for music. It was way to long. Not much else to say. Every night it seems I talk to maya. Oh, well, always make me feel better talking to her. She is lots of fun. We have a lot in common. She would make an awesome little sister.