I am bored. I am just sitting here listening to latin jazz. Kinda lost interest in a lot of things at the moment.
I wonder what I would look like buff. Wonder what it would be like to havea total reset of my life. Change everything about myself. The whole works. Body, mind, spirt. I know I say all the time how I am damn proud to be a geek. And it is true there are a lot of things I like about being a geek. People are always in need of us for fixing stuff. Geeks make good friend. Nerdy women are the BEST!! Though I do fully admit my life is far from perfect. I many situations I lack self confidence. I times I can be really lazy but at times I can be fiecrely competative. I hate losing. I find something I like and stick with it wears out. For example my shoes. I find one pair of shoes I like and wear them until they fall off. I find something that is very fun and play it until I am bored with it. But until I am bored with it that is THE thing. I get like that with games. I buy a game played it a bunch at the expense of hw and other stuff sometimes. Then I get bored with it and never play it again. I don't like leaving something alone until I am done with it. I know that sound strange comming from someone who is often extrememly lazy. I am just wierd like that. If I could change one thing about me, I would believe in myself more. My lack of that I feel can/has affected people close to me. Sorry about that yo. I think sometimes people relate inaction to lack of desire to do something. In my mind they are separate.
On a totally different subject, last nights wynton m. concert was pimpn'!! I couldn't find anyone to go with. David and Victor were both busy. The place was nearly full!! which is an amazing thing if you have ever seen our theater. That place is HUGE. The person who sat to my right smelled :( Saw some people I knew, people from band even a few of the proffessors I have had. Our jazz band director was there. He is funny. He was were like sport coat and slacks and all, and wearing SANDALS.haha he is a wierd person. But a cool director and really good piano player.
Tomorrow doggie on my doggie calander is a really cute mutt with a bird sitting on its head!!! I miss my puppy!! I need the puppy loving. Doggies help me get out of bad moods.
I wonder what I would look like buff. Wonder what it would be like to havea total reset of my life. Change everything about myself. The whole works. Body, mind, spirt. I know I say all the time how I am damn proud to be a geek. And it is true there are a lot of things I like about being a geek. People are always in need of us for fixing stuff. Geeks make good friend. Nerdy women are the BEST!! Though I do fully admit my life is far from perfect. I many situations I lack self confidence. I times I can be really lazy but at times I can be fiecrely competative. I hate losing. I find something I like and stick with it wears out. For example my shoes. I find one pair of shoes I like and wear them until they fall off. I find something that is very fun and play it until I am bored with it. But until I am bored with it that is THE thing. I get like that with games. I buy a game played it a bunch at the expense of hw and other stuff sometimes. Then I get bored with it and never play it again. I don't like leaving something alone until I am done with it. I know that sound strange comming from someone who is often extrememly lazy. I am just wierd like that. If I could change one thing about me, I would believe in myself more. My lack of that I feel can/has affected people close to me. Sorry about that yo. I think sometimes people relate inaction to lack of desire to do something. In my mind they are separate.
On a totally different subject, last nights wynton m. concert was pimpn'!! I couldn't find anyone to go with. David and Victor were both busy. The place was nearly full!! which is an amazing thing if you have ever seen our theater. That place is HUGE. The person who sat to my right smelled :( Saw some people I knew, people from band even a few of the proffessors I have had. Our jazz band director was there. He is funny. He was were like sport coat and slacks and all, and wearing SANDALS.haha he is a wierd person. But a cool director and really good piano player.
Tomorrow doggie on my doggie calander is a really cute mutt with a bird sitting on its head!!! I miss my puppy!! I need the puppy loving. Doggies help me get out of bad moods.
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