This might be my last post for a while, so I try and make is a good one. I been in a really dour, quickly mood lately. I just don't give a *insert appropriate S sword here* about much anymore. Sorry for a harsh language, that is just the way I feel. I feel like nobody give a crap about what I do and I don't give a crap about much in return. I am not saying that I don't hard friends. I have a number of friends here. It is hard to explain. I have been losing interest in things really fast when I start them. I will open a game, click a few button, then close it because I lost interest. *shrug* I don't know why I am in this mood, or how to get out of it. It is like a extreme laziness mood. My favorite part of each day is sleep because my blankets are really comfty. I wish I could sleep for most of the day, and only wake up to eat and play a few computer games and do a little programming. Programming is the one thing that usually keeps my interest. The problem is that I don't have much programming, because I finish it all really fast. I start redoing my senior project chess programming over in Java instead of C++, and am also going to and a GUI to it. So that is fun. Next quarter I am taking two programming cources so that will help me keep busy. I miss having a TV, so I can watch hockey. I love hockey. I might do a few random posts after this that are hockey related for fun. Lets see what else has been going on. Last night 6 of us went bowling and played DDR. I score and 105, and a 95 in bowling, and now my forearm is a little sore. I really need to start working out. I have pretty poor endurance, and strength. My roommate and I might pitch in together and get 2 DDR pads that we can hook up to our computer as our nerdy form of excerise. Probably going to try and hit the real DDR machine down in the UU more often to help improve my edurance too. For people who thing that game takes very little effort and edurance, are either is awesome shape, or are playing it on a really easy setting. hehe. I am such a geek. I am also going to try and eat a little but heathier. Going to drink less orange soda (replace it with OJ that is). Also instead of getting dounuts in the moring, going to get bagels. Going to try and make boxes of Goldfish last longer. And so on and so on. Also last night my sister called me from UCSC with computer problems *rolls eyes*. Seriously, every computer that girl touchs breaks. I remember one time I was on the computer, and as soon as she walked into the room , the computer froze. I think it knew she was comming. I can't wait until the summer so I get a job again. Having a job, even was fun because it keep me busy and earned me some money. Also going to try and take 1-2 classes at DVC to help me to get my degree in 4 years, and my masters in 5. Which is really hard to do by the way. Many engineering take 5-6 years to graduate. I want to get out and get a real job. Lets see what else. I has been raining a lot lately, which is ok. I don't mind the rain. Plus I stay inside a lot. Been playing CS a lot lately, virtual killing of people is fun. Don't worry that does carry over to real life. IRL i am a pacifist. Have a band concret in less that two weeks, have to wear my damn suit again. Suits are too hot and uncomortable. I don't care if guys look good in them or not. That are no fun to wear. Not that anyone things I am good looking in the first place. Anyways... what else.... hmm... I guess I leave you with a song that i like. I was reminded of it because a while ago they had a kareoke night at the Lighthouse, and someone sang it (really badly though).

Happy Together

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you'd say you belong to me, I'd lose my mind
Imagine how the world could be so very fine
So happy together

Chorus:
I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies will be blue
For all my life

Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

CHORUS

Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
(repeat)