Monday 2:00pm

*grumble* Iam in such a bad mood right now. Just got off a 5 hours bug ride. Sick of cramped seats. Sick of the sun. Sick of the heat. Sick of bouncy bus rides. Sick of my mom. Sick of my sister. Sick of traveling. Sick of hotel rooms. Sick of planes rides. Sick of portuguees.Sick of not being consulated of our plans here. Sick of being with my family. Sick of not being able to be on my own, or with my friends.Sick of Brasil!! The only plane rides I will be able to stand now, are the one that get me home. I am ready to go insane. I am ready to blow my mind!! I need a hug...

Went out to dinner again that evening. Great food, but after finished eatting, had to sit there for over and hour while everyong else talked in portuguess about stuff, I dont know what. More just sitting... I am doing that a lot here and I don´t like it.

Tuesday

Fresh laundry is a plus today. just have to sit around this morning until my dad comes back from lunch. the only thing I do this morning is write this post. After my dad bets back going to the beach (bleh bleh bleh). The in the evening we are going to walk around, just walk and find some place to eat. (bleh bleh bleh). I don´t want to go. Tommorow we leave for the next stop on our visit. Recife. Going to spent I think 2 days there. I wanna go home... see my friends... still pissed off about not being able to see 3 of my best friends off the college.!@#$!@#$!@$!$!#. Oh well... two more weeks to go... bye bye