Lets see... whats new. Well ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! Either I have been at work, or stareing at the floor for hours on end. Fun, right? These next few days don't look very promising either. Brice and Jason, the who people I hang with the most, are in LA for some anime convention. So the prospect of doing something for the rest of the week, is kind of not looking very good. Just a lot of work and trying to see interesting shapes and pattern in the carpet. Luckly or carpet is one of those with lots of colors mixed in like you see in a business office. Well, hmm... Today I pulled one of my big no no s.... When I am bored at home I do my best not to thing. Thinking only makes me further depressed about the whole thing. Somehow it seems all I have been doing today when doing nothing, is pondering my life and my existence. So right now I am in one of my "my life sucks" kind of moods. It doesn't help when one of the two girls that I have fallen for, comes to mym door to drop something off, look more drop dead good looking everytime I see her. One of those things where I am sitting at home thing about those very kind of things, about how my life sucks relating to it, the one of the reasons I feel so depressed show up at my door, look damn good, then I feel more depressed, go lay on the couch face first for the next two hours. You know... that kind of thing. Anyways, no one want to hear about my derpessing existence. This is just a way of releasing some of those feelings. *shurg* Just the way things are. I can't wait for college to start to get out of this long decrepent summer. Okay.... fine I will stop ranting, so yeah... what ever..... blah.... thats all summer is... blah...