The past few days things have been getting better. I passed my senior paper, and did ok on my practive presentation. Those too things take a lot of stress of mym shoulders. Still not perfect because final are still comming.
Something that came upin my mind one night was me trtying to organize my reason why I don't ask a girl out, or get a girlfriend, or had ask someone to senior ball. It came about when I was looking at a pictures........That girl just happens to be the girl I wanted to go with the most, the one I ............, and I the girl I have a had a crush on for over 6 years. So here are some reasons it never happend, and why I don't ask girls out, or to ball.
1. Afraid they would say no. Don't want to be turned down. Pretty common reason guy sometimes don't want to ask.
2. Afraid they would say yes, but not really want to go wtih me. I only want to go with someone who really wants to go with me.
3. Afraid they would say yes, then get ask by another guy she wants to go with more but now can't. I don't want to keep the girl from having her senior ball with they guy she wants.
4. Afaid they would say yes, then I would have to deal with my mom and myy sister who would both bug the hell out of me about it. Have to deal with friend being like "So... you and _____ ... hehe... wink wink..... nudge nudge" , you get the idea.
5. Afraid they would say yes, and they want to go wtih me, and I want to go with them, then I would actually have to go through with it. I am not very good with talk to girls, or hanging out with one. I am too shy, especcially around the ones I like. (ex. see post realating to senior ball). I am afriad I would mess something up between us.
6. Afraid that is she said yes, and the night went well and we become closer in our realationship. I am afraid of realtionship for many fo these same reason.
In concluion I am just way to shy, insecure, and afraid to ask a girl to ball, or out on a date. I am more afraid of her says yes than no. It is not something I am very proud of, but I don't have the will power or motivation to change it.
Something that came upin my mind one night was me trtying to organize my reason why I don't ask a girl out, or get a girlfriend, or had ask someone to senior ball. It came about when I was looking at a pictures........That girl just happens to be the girl I wanted to go with the most, the one I ............, and I the girl I have a had a crush on for over 6 years. So here are some reasons it never happend, and why I don't ask girls out, or to ball.
1. Afraid they would say no. Don't want to be turned down. Pretty common reason guy sometimes don't want to ask.
2. Afraid they would say yes, but not really want to go wtih me. I only want to go with someone who really wants to go with me.
3. Afraid they would say yes, then get ask by another guy she wants to go with more but now can't. I don't want to keep the girl from having her senior ball with they guy she wants.
4. Afaid they would say yes, then I would have to deal with my mom and myy sister who would both bug the hell out of me about it. Have to deal with friend being like "So... you and _____ ... hehe... wink wink..... nudge nudge" , you get the idea.
5. Afraid they would say yes, and they want to go wtih me, and I want to go with them, then I would actually have to go through with it. I am not very good with talk to girls, or hanging out with one. I am too shy, especcially around the ones I like. (ex. see post realating to senior ball). I am afriad I would mess something up between us.
6. Afraid that is she said yes, and the night went well and we become closer in our realationship. I am afraid of realtionship for many fo these same reason.
In concluion I am just way to shy, insecure, and afraid to ask a girl to ball, or out on a date. I am more afraid of her says yes than no. It is not something I am very proud of, but I don't have the will power or motivation to change it.
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